Emptied...


Since I started asking myself if I was making sense of my days, countless thoughts already came pouring out of my head...

It was very difficult to focus my faculties on my plans, on my work, on my relationships and on myself. Now my mind has become more calm. There were skirmishes and rantings somewhere in between, but I am now sober and optimistic... 

As each thread of sentient understanding left me, the perplexities and woes diminished bit by bit, withdrawing themselves in minute strides. Even though new apprehensions surface, much to my chagrin. Those that had left me had gone, farther away from the clutches of my mind.

Efficiency has gone up... Plans had been set into play... Life has started to fall into its proper place...


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