Profound Thoughts

On a cold pre-dawn morning, I sat on a ledge in the balcony whilst listening to silence and the indistinctly faint hums of critters hiding in the shadows. I then channelled my thoughts to the sounds of my heart. I calmly closed my eyes offering a short prayer as a new day is about to unfold.  For a moment, I tried to lose myself into that oblivion of nothingness hoping to fill the emptiness dwelling in my heart with hope, love and the cacophony of emotions as I seek to bring to life the promise my existence holds. As I opened my eyes, a gentle wisp of wind dampened my cheeks. The sunstone which loosely hang on my necklace, let loose an effervescent glow and warmth. I held it tightly in my palm and intently gazed at it. As I looked up, I saw the sky in all its splendid glory as a menagerie of colours are being gently splashed on to clouds, in the open skies portraying a sliver of time amidst the limitless bounds of eternity. In the boonies I saw a hovering cloud which greatl...

As the light is slowly being dimmed by the clouds, I looked outside my window only to find a heavy downpour which seems cold like some memories concealed within that captured my heart refusing to leave. Lost in longing that grows ever stronger than before, I asked myself if there was a way to somehow turn back the hands of time. If only I can turn back the hands of time and return to that not so distant past... If only you can hold me in your warm embrace, I thought to myself that perhaps everything would have been better. Yet, I chose this wet and windy path I now tread upon. I can only look back to the memories in the pounding rain that obscures my vision and think of you. In my tears, you emerge in my mind... Perhaps this one time, though this may be the last... Everything else won't matter anymore...